RUYI 2008!

2009-04-16T22:40:00.009+08:00

Did i mention that Day 2 and 3 was super Z??
BUT TODAY IS FUN.
FLAG DAY IS Z BUT DOING IT WITH FUN PEEP MAKES IT LESS BORING.

Shall skip the details cos i am lazy to repeat. hahahahaha :X

Anyway here are some photos taken while waiting for the facils to calculate the donations. (From my laptop) Brought my lappy along cos i tot flag day will end at 2pm and so i brought it along with me the whole day intending to kill time while waiting for D to end work.

Class girls.

Me, Sue, Ainslie and farah.

MY CLASS! (DBA04)

Check this out!
One of the Facils, ALex looking at Daryl posing with his flagday stickers.

Haha met D at dover with kuku zoe and michelle. omg those jokes are so cold and lame! kuku have so many of those. maybe shld call her lame instead. hahaha.

Dined at Ichiban Sushi! omg ate my yummy kaminabe. Scalded my tongue:( anyway had a nice time with him.

then home sweeet home!

OMG DID I MENTION THAT I WOKE UP AT 530 THIS MORNING? cos my flag day venue was at CHINATOWN. Meeting time was 645AM. SO AS USUAL, I AM LATE. hahahahaha. Crazyness. Then Jos msged, followed by jx and lyn calls to ask where i am stationed. shit i miss clique so much!!

Eh i think i really can't recognise some peeps! The real life person look so diff from their photos! haha. damn i have to start getting a new memory storage box soon.

hahaha i think my hair really sucks now i dont care if i look fugly cos i know i have a beautiful heart =D okay crap. shoo i am going to sleep now byebye everyone!

wait before i go, i wanna hear about the orientation updates from rp, nyp and tp! see you guys soon!!

2009-04-15T20:50:00.002+08:00

HI CURRENTLY AT XQ'S HOUSE CHILLING.
she got her new lappy. and i am using my lappy too.

buaix

2009-04-13T18:09:00.007+08:00

1st day of orientation. I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY MAN... but not in here of cos. HAHAH.

Currently in woodlands library with kuku! omg i am so damn tired. Took some funny photos.. here is one of it.
(My hair is damn ugly i know. the last thing i wanna hear is 'you look like a china doll')
yeah trying to ocmpete who's eyes are b-i-gger!
there are 10 more others... KUKU IS STILL LAUGHING RIGHT NOW. she just cant shut her mouth.

I was feeling so uneasy last night that i couldn't fall asleep. plus i ate 4 pieces of toast bread with peanut butter and 1 piece of mango cheesecake with gingo nut base made by D. damn bloated. so in the end i only slept 2hrs.

yeah this girl said that my eyes are big and pretty and she asked me if i am pure singaporean. no offence but i think this is the funniest thing that i had ever heard can.. and when she told me her age (20), i jokingly said i was 21yrs. yeah but she is 20yrs btw. oh oh and i find this girl in my class quite cute. shes 17yrs and she has alr planned to get marry at the age of 25. hmmmm. interesting class with more girls then guys. hahahaa. man i really feel so tired. now my hands/arms/elbows are feeling very suan and tired cos my freaking laptop is 2.4+++++++ KG! shit i think i made the wrong choice getting such a heavy laptop. okay this is a super long post and i can forsee that my life is going to get VERY interesting..

yes it is indeed very weird not seeing xq everyday now.... CLIQUE OUTING ON SAT. HOPE EVERYONE CAN MAKE IT! Shopping with joce on fri hopefully... means i might be giving andss speech day a miss... (?)

haha i am feeling very happy today. firstly, D gave me the laptop sleeve this morning as 1st month gift and he sent me to sch too! C: secondly, i get to meet new peeps today and everything that i pictured last night was not so scary afterall. Thirdly, i saw this red guess wallet that i loike but the size i dont loike. Lastly, i enjoyed my day ! :)

My sch is like a maze, i doubt i can remember the route to moberly can. Anyway i got 3 Sp shirts from there.

oh yea almost forget to mention this. Lunch time was at FC5 and i was sitting with a group of girls then adam called but i didnt pick up so he walked over to my table and said hi.
Then those girls was like: WHY IS HE SO FIERCE! ?
Me: Huh really meh.
They: he was glaring at you!
hello peeps, is adam really fierce?

Computer trng today was boring. ice breaking games was okay. All the classroom door looks the same!! i went to the toilet and then i can't figure out which is my class.

OKAY END OF POST BYEBYE.

2009-04-10T20:15:00.002+08:00

Now i feel stupid for letting my anger rule my emotions.
Cmon.. what is better then spending quality time tgther on a good friday?
I think i've just ruined a planned surprise with a 'no i am staying home.'

Better be smart next time!

I DO NOT ANSWER UNKNOWN PHONE CALLS.

2009-04-09T21:21:00.002+08:00

I FINALLY STEP INTO THE LIBRARY TODAY! (and jx was so reluctant to go in the lib with me =[ )

They say when you are in a good mood, your appetite grows.
They also say that when things are not going so smooth, food helps to destress.
Maybe that explains why i am gaining weight.

Well girlys, i am still waiting for you girls to come stayover and chilll! (Jo got the teq. we can gossip for the whole night or movie marathon!) MAYBE FRI/SAT NIGHT? get back to me!! you-know-who-you-are!

Happy monthsary D C:

2009-04-08T12:19:00.004+08:00

Thing happens like usual. Just a matter of time of how you are gonna solve it.

Sunday night, before heading down to cq, was disastrous.

Monday was troubling.

Tueday was happening.
My fringe was screwed up. my mood was destroyed then. Adding on, my night was bad bcos of a 5mins call. nothing big with that but i just can't seem what is wrong with talking for only 5mins since we are both feeling tired. I appreciated what you had said in the 1st part of the msg. But your second line made me feel so -.- . Even if its only for 5 mins, why not? I am seeing a different picture as compared to yours. Feel so pekchek till now.

So met up with vio,belle and jes. HAHA cool names. watched coming soon and chit chatted at mac. my mood was ------. even more ------ when my paycheck is only coming in on monday. now all my plans have to wait. sianz.

2009-04-05T11:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the last night at apple's place.
had fun. hahahah played this superhero game and i couldn't even rmb what were those actions and names. so nooob. oh and jx joined us last night! C left early. M was so crazily high. shok was still kool. D came to join us for a while and we took a long walk home C: he had to endure with my nonsense like how violet do as usual.

hahahahhaha this is crazy. i only slept for 5hrs! i still have work later on. last day of work tmr and i can relax and enjoy my last week before orientation starts.

OH AND I MADE 3 NEW FRIENDS!
Hi jessie, isabelle and violet (:
haha lamez.

2009-04-01T22:48:00.002+08:00

had a fat lunchie with ksc tdy.
Fried chicken with rice,
Red bean soup,
Peanut toast
and squarish french toast with cheeese.
afterwards we laughed-out-loud as usual and those funny words and weird faces started to show. HAHA WHAT A GOOD DAY YOZ. Do you have to remind me that we are gg to diff poly!? hate you. stop doing that!

then i told jx about it on msn,
she said that i made her wanna drink red bean soup too!
-ming fu qi shi de xiao pang!-

i am eating my dinner cum supper now.
d just made some pasta for me! C:

my appetite is really good for these few days! *grins*

2009-03-29T16:10:00.003+08:00

I hope my dreams are not weird all the time.
Bring me some luck pleaseee :D

2009-03-28T12:18:00.003+08:00

I was rotting the whole day on thurs and for the 1st time i felt that i was really wasting my time staying at home.

Oh and my body is used to waking up at 8am+ in the mornings now. Issit good or what?

Met up with fatty yesterday to go on a secret mission! haha nothing big but can't reveal yet.

oh my i had a pimple on my right cheek! z.

what else....

Problems made me think hard. the harder i think, the faster i fall asleep. just like a lullaby that makes you feel real sleepy.

slow and insensitive? time to make a choice and prioritise whats impt.

I so wanna go drinking tonight but my pay check is not in yet.

excited to see pl and joce later!

FM static - tonight.

I say,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

byebyebyebye!

2009-03-25T23:44:00.003+08:00

Hellloweeeee!
-BIG SMILIES-

yay worked for 3 days, off for 5 days! heeee finally i can stay at home and watch heroes tmr :D

Working at atrium is fun... making fun of kopi girl (inside joke with ksc) and etc. xq kept on using shot forms that made me stared at her blankly for a few mins then reacted -.- sold two watches today (:
D came to find me for lunchie and after work. watched race of the witch mountain and ate rocher dou huey for supper. oh my, my chest was really feeling tight. kinda had some breathing difficulties.. maybe its due to a lack of sleep. neh mind,i have 5 free days! to be exact, i'll be staying indoors only on thurs.

okay this is weird.this whole week won't be seeing clique. but we are meeting next monday RIGHT ? hoho.

oh yeah this is crazy. i dreamt of people chasing after this grey ballon. Even a baby?! then somehow one person gave the helium red ballon to the baby. nexy moment, the baby is up in the sky -.- crap dreams.

Another night, i was really sleeping so soundly and when i turned to the left, my head knocked onto the bloody damn wall. Pain can!! @^#&$#%*$%$W#^@$#

i am t-i-r-e-d!! good night!

I shouldn't doubt and let my imagination run wild!

2009-03-22T12:28:00.003+08:00

Shit i gotta change my bad habit and stop spending money like water. Maybe i shld keep track of my spendings in a book. Nothing in mind to rant now. just hope that my pay comes on the expected date so that i can go shopping like a mad girl :D oops did i just say that i should stop spending money ? so contradicting i know but hahahahah i don't care :P

This whole week i have been going out every day.

Monday was out to ikea with clique and then to ms's bday chalet. Happy bday in advance ms! :D

Tue-Thurs, work. Fri had dental appt and met up with jo. Sat went to adidas and robinson fair with jos, xq and tom. Didn't get anything thou. Went to chill in the night. so erm today day out with d (:

Dreamed of stupid things agn. Me and pakleng went to look for a medium and wanted to ask about our future -.- see pl, be happy kay! looking forward to seeing you and fatty on the 28th!

There are so many things to complete that my memory fails to remember every single bits of them. Tsk sign of aging?

i am gonna go watch heroes now! buaiz

2009-03-19T20:48:00.002+08:00

Some things should be left unsaid.. but the matter still bothers me till i have no idea what i should do.

I need some quality time with you, you and you. ( Diff grps )

Too tired to continue writing here cos there is too much things that i want to rant.
just hope that i will be able to go on a holiday before sch starts.

2009-03-15T16:30:00.006+08:00

I was transfering some files from my com to my laptop and happens to come across this two photos which made me LOL immediately. Good memories worth remembering (:

At times i used to dread going to sch. Volleyball trngs with a.vball team and Clique plus friends was the only thing i looked forward to in my secondary sch days. And perhaps Math lessons too. Now i wish i could turn the clock and really cherish and treasure those moments once agn. Soon i will be moving on to another new environment. Hope everything goes well and i will still be remembering the good old times we had shared before. Deep down, i miss.

There are still many things to catch up and question marks to solve.
Now the question is, do i have all the time in the world? plus am i willingly to slow down my pace and listen attentively.

4/7'07

Coach's bday.

My 1st attempt in making a sandwich with D C:

The name is too long i couldn't remember what it is called.

Suppose to meet up with pl and joce today to celebrate pl's belated 18th bday but it was postponed to next week.

-wave-

2009-03-15T01:52:00.007+08:00

I have to get it off my chest!

It will be great if i can stop pondering for a min. Everything happens too fast and hope good things do last.
now everything seems alright . just hope that our difference won't be our biggest problem in futue.
....
Well i really do hope this is working.

I have been feeling so tired lately that i just feel like stoning into space. Maybe next week i have more time to relax and laugh my arse off loudly infront of my lappy while watching movies online.

Got my new lappy from sp's roadshow. yiqian got the pink one while i got the white one. haa so shiok! now i am shivering while typing this cos i am sitting on the blue sofa where the air con is blowing directly at me.

life is pretty good for me these few weeks:D
AND IT IS PRETTY WEIRD NOT SEEING CLIQUE FOR THIS WHOLE WEEK!!!
no worries. i am seeeing xq and jx on monday afternoon - ikea. who else is interested?
and clique will be turning up at ms's chalet righty?

OH MANZ. I RELLY NEED SOME PROPER SLEEEP! haven't been sleeping well!!

READY,SET,GO!?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAKKIE! (L)
hope you have a wonderful eighteen birthday and erm stop asking me to help you lie hur! love you still! -wave to hazimah- (:

2009-03-10T20:51:00.002+08:00

The future lies ahead.
i can forsee the big change.

OH MY OH MY OH MY.
I JUST FEEL LIKE SCREAMING MY LUNGS OFF.

this is so so so annoying.

stop the swings!
[i am not refering to r/s.]

a.l.o.n.e

2009-03-01T13:56:00.007+08:00

This is the 1st time that i want to make things work out btw us, i feel so glad it is turning out well. just have to restrain those selfish thoughts and be more sensative.
:D

Picnic with clique was great !! look at the foodz prepare by us! okay except for pc's and mine. hehe. joslyn mak still owes us ice cream! speaking of her, she just extracted 2 tooth! tc yea! drink more water, taste more soup and eat more porridge :D

Went to sentosa with shok,jx and cher on thurs(26/2)
visited The Merlion too. peektures.

C, did i take one with you? send me!!

RUYI GOT A JOB :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHARLENE LIEW! (28/2)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASMINE TOO! ( i will be seeing you tmr :D )

2009-02-19T23:23:00.004+08:00

I feel so happy when someone can read my mind and surprise me! ^^
Don't you just love surprises?

Maybe i misinterpret the line. Serve me right for causing the tide.

Went C's hse to do cooking.
before,

Jx is so sweet to remove all the seeds.

and after.

my favourite soup :D

One of my favourite food! i realise i really do like 'dou' stuffs. Eg: beancurd,long beans, dou gan, dou gua. =D

'm seriously not cut out to be in the kitchen.
cheeers to shok, modern huang lian po. she did all the cooking! Thumbs up!(:

okay stay tune to the next update. will be updating about the clique picnic! ^^

2009-02-15T11:48:00.011+08:00

helllllo i am back from malaysia! :D
Went back malaysia yesterday morning and attended cousin's wedding at night. nothing much happened. the food were nice, the dessert was yummy. Ate alot and was feeling bloated. After dinner went to granny's house and stayed over for the night. it was 1 am plus and i was still awake while most of my aunty and uncles were sleeping. This cousin of mine was still awake too so we started taking photos!

haha damn kuku slept so early!!

hey i just realised that he is my nephew(!?) when all this while i tot he was my younger cousin! haha my nephew is quite cute and a lil naughty but i like! i seldom say "i like kids." anyway kuku and i were too bored at da yi's hse, good thing jing heng(kuku i just remembered his name!) is there to kill the boring air.

i forgot to bring my toothbrush, contacts solution and facial form! great i was feeling so uneasy the whole night cos i didn't brush my teeth and wash my face! :S but i immediately took a bathe in the morning. helps mentally. cooooool weather i like the morning fresh air! i got a secret to tell (kuku is a dirty girl! hahahahahaa :X) heheee.

okay now i am feeling so tired! going to take a nap! bye!

Nothing comes free Silly.

2009-02-10T22:55:00.004+08:00

JAE APPEAL RESULT STILL THE SAME. SP BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION.
i always mispelt the word, business, in the past. now its like i will be seeing the word every here and then. SIAN.

(perhaps the nicest photo we had taken so far)
Anyway these two xiao gua came to my house yesterday and we did the same thing. Walk dogs, BAO YIN BAO SHI (bybs) and walk walk chit chat (CC). THEY ARE SO SWEET TO PEI THE SAD ONE BYBS :D

okay i am damn tired now so i am going to bathe!

2009-02-07T18:19:00.003+08:00

I FEEL GOOD AFTER A WARM BATH, kuku knows why.
(i think i am a clean freak)

Anyway i am leaving house in ten minutes time. so i shall do a quick update before heading to sk.

Shok and Cher came to my house on thurs. Walked with the dogs, had dinner and chit chatted till ten plus. 1 word, great. 1 feel, good.

yay i can remove my braces after 2-3 more visits :D

Accompanied kuku for dinner at taka. read her blog(it is damn lame).
okay the brackets remind me of jx's archive.
eg: (face red red)

Went kuku house and stayed over for the night. Watched full house and used the computer. Forgot to bring my specs! @.@ i was feeling so uncomfortable the whole night because i slept with my . on. :S anyway i think it is pretty obvious.

woked up at ten and played mj with cousins and his friends.
COOL i won like 8 plus in mj but lost some in playing cards. so overall i think i only won $3 bucks in gambling :S

Decided to go home and BATHE 1st. so here i am. and i didn't expect the travelling time from semb to yck is so fast. okay enough crap. i gotta go now.

BUAIZ.

2009-02-04T11:41:00.003+08:00

I am using adult fare now. it sucks big time =[
Catching up with clique peeps are love!
Jocelyn ong is so busy! HELLO PL ! PL ! PL !
I am going to duplicate my house keys secretly.
I am going to spend my last 2months of holidays doing something fruitful ; going to mom's shop and help out/learn cooking basics from maid/visit the library/bathe my dog..etc.
PLEASE PRAY HARD FOR ME THAT I WILL BE POSTED TO SP ACCOUNTANCY!
I want to know more secrets from whoever who wish to share:D
I am troubling over unncessary stuffs but i can't just stop.
Dark rings are starting to show :(
My blog entries are lacking new photos updates.
I wish that year 2009 will be a lucky year for me. So far everything doesn't seems to flow smoothly.
Volleyball is love. A.Vballers is love love :D
Should i learn swimming?
I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE PIANO!

Just a very very very random post cos i feel like updating. shit i am going to be late meeting the guys. time check : 1152 :S

2009-02-02T22:51:00.002+08:00

miss my long hair!

Gonna appeal to sp's accountancy.

hiiyo feel like playing mj now!

2009-02-01T18:05:00.002+08:00

Should i be happy that i am posted to SP business administration?

I am feeling this way now.

Someone special yet not desirable.

2009-01-30T12:46:00.003+08:00

random!

SO UNLUCKY!

-lost $80 in playing bj.
-i am really craving for dou huey yesterday but the shop was closed!
-i got into my 5th poly choices.

Didn't sleep well last night! i dreamt that i was being admitted to sp accountancy course!!! frag la.

Anyway CLIQUEY COME MY HOUSE LEH!! TIME TO CATCH DOWN!

anyway yesterday had family dinner with cousin's fam at saf. omg the food suckz. but had fun playing street fighter at the arcarde; me and yq was controlling the buttons like some mad dogs.

mixed feelings.

2009-01-25T16:46:00.003+08:00

To me, dou hua means double happiness.
:D

some peeks that made me smile! :D

I AM ON A DIET HAHA

2009-01-24T09:00:00.007+08:00

My appetite for this few days is bad! Hope that i will continue to crave for yummy food after seeing those cny goodies :D Btw i can't wait to visit my wai po who lives JB. That day my mom prepared some "gor hiong" ( in hokkien )which is meant for reunion dinner. Taste pretty good but the one wai po made are more delicious:D

There is clique dinner on chu er! hope i am back in time to join them! (:

Slept at 1am plus and woke up at 5am plus. now its 9am, i am going back to sleep!

Hi eric i know you will be seeing this! HAVE FUN IN JAPAN! *hits stomach*

Better change your facebk pic to this hur. if not i will kick your ass when you're back in sg.

Hate complications! Makes my head spin only. /kick!

2009-01-23T10:59:00.004+08:00

Plastic!!
(Hey look at my twin!)

oh btw ong haven't send all the xmas photos to me. i only have some :(

It seems that i have nothing better to do cos i keep telling people to pon work.

2009-01-21T07:46:00.005+08:00

I didn't sleep for like more then 12hrs!.. survived throughout the whole night!

Spent the whole night completing the data entry thingy. Lets say i started typing at 5pm. spent freaking 13hrs-2hrs(food break)=11hrs? wow cool my eyes from o.o became @.@ liao. now i am facing the computer again -.-

Stop asking me questions when i have alr told you what you should know.

Thomas birthday pics! (jan18)
HAPPYBIRTHDAY! Time to party! hahahaaaaaa.

went suki sushi for dinner and our group whom consist of jos,choo,pc and me ate this lot! (points to pic below)

i like this photo,although it was not very well taken.

okay byebye

2009-01-17T09:45:00.003+08:00

IT IS A REPEATED CYCLE EVERY NOW AND THEN.

reasons to believe?

2009-01-16T14:09:00.008+08:00

Apparently when i was looking at the jae booklet last night(jan13), i think my results kinda stuck in the middle of nowhere zz.

i could have done better! argh. but i have no regrets. cos after deducting 2cca points from my raw score, chances of me getting into my desire course will increase.

I got 2 A2s, 3 B3s and 2 B4s.
lucky for me, my english got a B4.
unlucky for my, my Amath got a b3.

well i submitted my jae registeration online yesterday. feel kinda relieved now. just hope that i will get into either np/sp accountancy! :D

This morning i woke up and my head hurts terribly.
Yesterday i experienced stomach cramps for the 1st time ever since i had my 1st period, like years ago.

i got the sudden urge to study!

i have not return the libray book!!!

i think i successfully drove someone away.

give me ten reasons to believe in you.

maybe we lost the connection to communicate properly cos we took each other for granted.

if only it was as easy as abc!

when we were young, our dreams were big then.

the wonder works by picasa.

Skies. Hopes. Joy.

2009-01-09T23:09:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR POH CHUN LECK! (form teacher of 51'08!)

went back to sch today to surprise mr poh :D

tadaaaaa :D

Very long never see jenny!!! was quite happy when i saw her today (:

ate lunch in sch canteen.

Clique outing today. i was looking forward to the chalet excitedly.. but we have no idea what we are gonna do in the chalet.. so chalet was cancelled. We had a hard time discussing where to go. hahaha. ended up at bugis. ate tako pachi! heheee. then went to this shop call "JI DE CHI" (remember to eat) to eat dessert. mine was some mango with beancurd. suckzzzz man. ZZ. after that went to haji lane to explore. saw laiyinnaa at bugis too! took many many photozz.

just wanna do a quick update before my memory fails me. zz. after bugis, we headed off to novena ; zhen fa huo hai xian (steamboat). hahahaha i love both the soup ; chicken and bitter spicy(suan la). overall i think the food is worth the price. but i still prefer eating steamboat at home cos its more cosy and warm-hearted. hehe. moreover steamboat/buffet is not worth my money cos i am not a huge eater compared to my brother. Anyway i had a great time with the clique today, except that adam wasnt there. haha can /kick liao la! :X i am feeling quite thirsty and sleepy now. still craving for hot yummy soups.

one of my new year resolution was to EXERCISE AND LOSE WEIGHT. well its the second week of janaury and i have yet to sweat. JOCELYN ARE YOU SEEING THIS? Pakleng where the hell are you! you are suppose to update your blog so i can kpo about your happenings and when are you coming to stayover?

Results out on the 12th of jan.

*prays* hope that my results allow me to get into np accountancy.

i spent $30 on food today.

ARGH THIS CANT GO ON! SOMEONE MOTIVATE ME TO EXERCISE ME PLEASE!!!

oh and i am very keen on learning a new skill! shall not idle my time away. *winks*

okay thats all for now till i received all the photos! GOOD NIGHT EARTHLINGS.

Ps: i am getting lazier to reply smses.

RUYI IS HAPPY ! :D

2009-01-04T22:00:00.007+08:00

meet up with fatty.
went lil india to trim my eyebrows.
went daiso and bought 3 photo frames.
drank the soya milk which contains chao ta smell... made by jocelyn ong. hahahaha
trained to tpy, looking for sushi... no sushi:/.. so bought curry puffs instead.
then fell asleep in 163!

in between some things happened.

went to the new shopping centre bside north point with mom,bro and maid.
got nothing else except make up stuffs and food :D
HAHA MY SUPPER FOR TONIGHT IS SALMON SUSHI :D WHOOO HOOO

double happiness

Gotta stop going out so often and reaching home late.

photos taken on friday (2jan)

evidence that we went to chinatown for dinner.

Last photo taken on the last day of 2008 :D

2009-01-01T22:17:00.004+08:00

below are the long awaited clique xmas celebration photos near jos's place.

Right now i think i am alright with people who eats durian or the durian smell giving out from the durian pancake shop. Perhaps i am also okay with people who smoke right now?

Not feeling excited that 2009 is here. It is just like another ordinary year for me. Just hope that my results won't be the mega spoiler for 2009.

Seem that something is seriously lacking. What is it? I have my friends and family with me.. or rather the problems lies with me ?

LETS HOPE THAT I HAVE A GREAT YEAR, HAPPY 2009 PEEPS.

2008-12-31T23:51:00.003+08:00

10 more mins to 2009!!!

delicate this post to everyone :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR! ANOTHER BRAND NEW YEAR FILLED WITH SURPRISES,LOVE AND HAPPINESS :D (minus the bad,hate and sadness)

to clique :
5 years of frens, 2 years of closeness and still counting on.. :D love you guys!
never reply the msges cos later sure jam so here is my wishes to you guys here! happy new year wan shi ru yi :D

Rewinding

2008-12-31T19:07:00.006+08:00

I couldn't rmb what i did last year, this day!
(as usual,stm)

looking at my previous year post..... i feel so.... :D
finally after 2 years i get it and that explains all the doubts.
crap.

i can't find where i wrote my 2008 resoultion!!!!

my face is expanding horizontally! ):

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE!
ciaoz

2008-12-29T22:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YING XIAN! :D
the youngest in our team finally turn 17!(:

so lazy to update now cos i don't have alot of photos to post!!!!!

shall just continue watching pi li mit! :P

bye! very random post!

daily routine is back again!

Siao and Weird day

2008-12-28T21:35:00.006+08:00

My mom was happy and surprised to see me at home on friday cos i didn't go anywhere but stayed home^^

Yesterday went to work. feeling damn sian cos there wasn't much people.. so slack alot:P then after work went to voleibol chalet.. there were many variety of foods,nice to eat and nice to see *drools*. then after eating we went to play some sparkles.. went to play at the playground in pasir ris park.. LOVE THE SWING! :D

so after that went back and played mj with dan,sm and char for awhile then went to bathe le. i guess i was too tired that i mistook the shower cream as shampoo -.- crap now my hair is so dry. didn't wait for hair to dry then sleep le. slept at 5am plus X.X

so this morning woke up early at 9am cos i don't want to be late for work. work is rather fun today and i keep meeting many WEIRD PEOPLE! 3 consider many in a day right?

This uncle whom i heard from the staff there that his IQ is abit low.. not mentally disable. He came up to the showroom and start talking crap to me -.- cos i was the only staff there at that time.. the other staff went to the toilet. CRAP LA. i don't even understand what the hell he is talking!! tell me some crap like there is a palace behind the place where the staff used for eating -.- i heard from the others that sometimes he dance in front of them..

this man covered his ears with his bare hands and walked around.. perhaps the CNY music is too LOUD? -.-

this guy who lives near me was so concern about my health that he keep on asking me if i have eaten blahblah. omg scares me cos i seldom see him and that is the 1st time that we are talking.

okay feeling damn tired now. byebye!

MERRRRRY CHRISTMAS! xD

2008-12-25T20:35:00.005+08:00

1st up... company xmas gathering at carpenter street on dec 22. had lots of fun and enjoyed the food!

Setting up with xmas deco!

Present hunting time!

Group photo! omg my face looks super fat in this photo!! :[

It was xmas eve yesterday. Got to spend the day with vballers:D haven't received the photos yet thou..

well i slept at 4am that day cos i was doing the clique present! only gave pc,lyn and thomas cos i get to see them today. but pc one i pass to lyn cos she is meeting her today. okay then joce the fat came to my house and bake muffins for the vballers as team xmas present. started baking and found out that we need one more box of instant mix. so went to amk ntuc to get the remaining stuffs.. SAW KOO. omg -hides face- cos we weared till so lok kok that day! :/ nvm about that.. was supposed to get red colouring for the icing but end up getting red food essence instead. damn sian!

brown pic!! :D

then after baking went to prepare. was late meeting the girls.. had dinner at fish manhatten. shared one meal cos it was quite ex.. but had great fun when it comes to exchanging the presnts! HAHA still waiting for pl,joce,yx to send me the pics! :D
so after dinner we went to cq. stayed till 12++ camworing! a pity hd couln't join us cos she is in tw:(

went to amk s11 for supper as we felt hungry. it was only 1 plus! then cab home with joce and pl. they stayed in my house. chi chat at the car pouch. okay erm slept at 6plus in the morning.. shall not elaborate here what happened thou..

skip!

after work went home to eat steamboat :D

shit i am getting damn lazy to type out all the stuffs. i might as well make this a photo blog. LOL -.-

2008-12-23T23:32:00.004+08:00

(V)

HELLO EVERYONE I AM SO BUSY I HAVE NO TIME TO UPDATE AND THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT!! -screams-

well it's xmas eve tmr and i haven't got my things ready YET!

hahhah so last min i know i know!

clique present is almost done halfway.

vballers present will be ready by tmr.

did some paintings with pakleng today :D it was super fun and i shall elaborate more when i got the photos from her ! hehehe.

joce the fat is coming my house tmr! more photos.

xmas dinner with vballers at ps tmr! more more photos.

company dinner on mon was superb! lotsa food yummmy! get to do some xmas deco too! AND WE WORE XMAS HAT TO TAKE PHOTOS! :DD more more more photos! hehehe

last but not least is clique advance xmas gift exchange photos ^^

WOW I HAVE SO MANY PHOTOS TO UPLOAD! - insert (L) - :D

JOSLYN I WILL DEFINITELY MISS YOU MUST MISS ME WHEN YOU'RE AT AUSS OKAY! hahahahaha i brought grumpy out for two days! :D omg i misss my clique! AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE THE VBALLERS TMR!

i dreamt of super weird things-.- one that i can remember was, ME and some other people.... i think is cher:/ is being chased by POLICEWOMAN! -.- we run and run and run till we came to a dead end ; swimming pool! cannot jump down COS we cant swim -.- i think my brain is hinting me to attend some swimming lessons -.- LETS GO CHER!

shit this whole week is so pack!! my butt only get to stick to the chair infront of the com on friday and mom get to see my facy too :[

BYEBYEBYEE :D i am so tired :/

(tags replied after XMAS!)

ADVANCE XMAS CELEBRATION WITH CLIQUE

2008-12-20T19:51:00.013+08:00

Lets see... this week have been a meaningful one :D

16th of dec.
went to meet rachael and vball girls at ps. then ate lunch with cher. went down to hunt my mortal's present then went to find jh at cq. waited for jos to end work at 10 plus. cher came to meet us. photos time!

on the 18th of dec.

went out with joce the fat! looking for my mortal's present and shopping at the same time. PAKLENG IF YOU SEE THIS CONTACT ME PLEASE. DON'T MIA!

19dec.

met up with fat again to have lunch in the coffeeshop opposite ander. ate shou gong mian mian! saw bro with frens there too! visit ander cos joce wanted to collect her kino vouchers. Its been so long since i step into ander! hmmm ever since the last O level paper had ended? wow 1 month plus. kinda miss the sec sch life! wanted to take a look at the new indoor court but it was locked:(

had great fun acting like a 'tourist' yesterday with fatty! whoo after that went to hougang for my dental appointment. yay change my rubber colour to teal and blue:D then went to town to get my mortal's present... had a hard time making choices till i got a call from times that twilight is available in their store. so yea times called just in time, so i no need to make any more choices:D cos i know my mortal will love it. Its a good thing that i didn't wrap the book and scribble any message to her on the book... cos... read on below you will know why. after getting twilight i trained down to look for brother. ate diam sum at hk cafe. drank yuan yang and i think that meal made me more sick -.- meet shok and thom at hub then went lyn's hse then wait for her to wrap her present then took some vinegar,salt,sugar,chili,tomato..... for the forfeit. then went down to jos's place to meet the rest of the clique.

Yesterday night is so super love!!! :D
it was the clique advance xmas meeting and we had superb fun exchanging presents! hahahahaha i guess everyone felt the same way as i do? happily being love by each other. The whole exchanging presents process was so exciting and love greatly flushed my mind! What i know is, this clique of mine is super cute and i want to stay in contact with them for life! :D

Okay jiaxin gave a dwarf to the 7girls in the clique. (points up) mine is grumpy! hahahaa okay i admit i grumble alot at times. i grumble like nuts last night cos i couldn't sleep. partly because of the reason that i was too happy and other was my body temperature was shooting up the stars and i could feel that my whole body was burning!

So sweet of miss leow to give each of us a puzzle photo frame with our individual photo in it.Thankyou miss leow, my best math teacher for 5 years! :D

whoo shall update those photos again when i got the photos from lyn( MY ANGEL!) fill my sharing folder k :D
her present for me is super sweeet! i love it alot! i will definitely use the bottle and keep it in good shape for as long as possible! the princess book is darn cute! she pasted some of our neoprints which we took like during sec 1 or 2? and she also pasted one of the letter that i wrote to her in the book! I cried and hugged her upon reading the note written on the last page of the book.

I am glad that peichee (MY MORTAL) was surprised that i got twilight for her:D but she got the book the day before le :( but nvm! gonna chng the book to newmoon (:

so yea i thought i was alright and fit to go to work. well i felt terrible during work maybe cos the air con was too strong and my body couldn't take it. so i went home to rest. slept for the whole afternoon and my maid was so sweet to get some panadol for me from the nearby shop. HAHA THOMAS YOU WAITING FOR YOUR NAME TO APPEAR HERE RIGHT! yea that guy was so nice to get me chrysanthemen(how to spell ah?) tea (: i must emphasize that my clique do really care for each other in their own ways. RIGHT ?

okay shall upload the clique group photo again! :D

2008-12-17T19:57:00.005+08:00

From now on, tags will be replied on your blog's tagboard ( if you have one). if not i will reply on my tagboard.

Just a quick update on what i did during this ten days,

Got a weekend job, like finally.
Spent alot of money on FOOD.
Weekdays daily routine is on again ( sleep eat sleep eat play play sleep).
Visited Peichee's and Lynette's Workplace at PLC.
Visited Cheryl's and Joslyn's Workplace at City Hall and Amk respectively.
Joseph is still in Malaysia, Jocelyn is back from Aus.
Met Rachael with the vballers yesterday.
Went Ikea and Giant with FATTY CHIM JIA XIN today
Coughing like no body biz
Gonna get a full length mirror from Ikea.
Wanna get a nice and comfortable resting chair from ikea too!

I am so so so so so dead! i haven't buy my mortal's present!!!!!! i know i know time is running out but but but I DID TRY TO FIND OKAY! and i run to alot of places too. Spend alot of efforts okay! hahahaa just hope my mortal will love what i prepare for --- :D cannot say is him/her! :P

hahahahhaha xmas is coming!! team present and clique present NOT ready yet!

Yes, last min. typical me.

met up with ong chou chou today for a short time to pass her the 90cents soft toys :P btw the strawberry yogurt is NICE! ty :D cant wait to see those photos! MUST SHOW ME OK !

Life's been good with clique, a.vballers, fatty&skinny(j and pl!) around
:D

Wanna go shopping and spend money on things that i like! This way my mood will be feeling superb and cool everyday. lolz-.-

Please bear with my complaints and whinnings. boooooooooof i am really feeling tired!!

buaiz

2008-12-08T21:26:00.004+08:00

happy birthday bro! (okay you won't see this)
and happy belated bday alvin! (okay you wont see this too)

having headaches are more then a torture.

my mood turns 180 degrees.
i throw tantrum at home like no body biz.
i feel like a hideous monster in disguise.
i tend to think on the worst side regardless of anything.

'm losing interest in everything

CRAZY 18TH BIRTHDAY NIGHTMARE

2008-12-02T22:00:00.003+08:00

oh crap speaking of nightmare in my previous post, i had a super crappy nightmare this morning! cruise,clouds,classmates,lightning,running,dizzy... so can you picture the scenario? ah nvm i just hope i have a happy 18th birthday next year.

Some photos from red camp(:

before going to NSRCC, we went to tampiness cos we wanted to eat mac. also took the chance to take photos with santa:D

our chalet unit no.

Jos and Jo missing from this pic! One is the camera girl another is enjoying himself in tw.

Britney

Mj ! :D

erm life game ?

Shakira.

Nadiah and Hazimah!

cannot resist the temptation to post this up. don't you think its very very the cute ? HA HA

laogongpo!

eh whos the camera woman ah! why never take my beautiful face! - naggs-

yay bbq time!!

we were looking at stars!

Sweeeet and delicious! bought by mr poh(:

Cecelia go up to your room! :X

Accept what you are able to do and what you are not able to do. Accept the past as past without denying it or discarding it. Learn to forgive yourself and others. Don't assume that it is too late to get involved.
:O sounds inspiring to you? haha quote from the book that i am reading yesterday. erm but i can't remember which one :X

its dec and i am still jobless. there is nothing more i can do but to watch dramas, eat and sleep to kill time. LIFE IS SO BORING!

i hate to remind myself but we have not talk for weeeks.

2008-12-02T01:15:00.003+08:00

OMG HOW AM I GOING TO SLEEP TONIGHT!
I AM LIKE........... FEEELING SO DAMN #&#*#%&#@^@#
just feel like finding a hole and bury my head!

I THOUGHT IT WILL BE ALRIGHT. OMG IT WAS SUCHA NIGHTMARE ( my embarrassing moment being captured leh!) wth.

here i am typing this post implusively under darkness.
ARGH

boo

tag replies:

jos: i am always cute okay! * one irritating clap*

cheryl: thanks for tagging ah! LOVE YOU! don't mia update your blog leh! i know jos is your mag, and you are her cbh! haha.

Jaslyn: lol you can always visit my blog and see my beautiful face C: :X

Pc: ehz you still eat maggie at a godlike timing 2am nowadays?

lynette: omg sry laogongpo!!! lol i never forget that you miss red camp too! i only forget to type your name but inside my heart i know you miss red camp! :D forgive me pls C;

jocelyn: oi ong fat fat how come u never appear in my nightmare this morning!

shakira: -kick your buttock-

jx: i like your blog song so i wil tag whenever i online wor :D you must do the same ok!! hehee.

2008-11-24T19:25:00.003+08:00

RUYI GOT ALOT OF OVER-DUED PICTURES AND SHE IS SO LAZY TO POST THEM UP!

shall blog some random stuffs.

yay i get to stay indoor and spend time with my ever so comfy bed, huge flat screen television and indulge in watching tw dramas from my computer! hmm its been a long time since i watch korean dramas la. anyone have any recommandation of which show is nicee?

blahhahahahaa. i am suffering from muscle aches now. i gotta train my stamina and improve my vball skills! SOMEONE motivate me to go jogging everyday plssssssssss :D
oh yeah and yingxian is so cute to answer my call yesterday during trng.

ry: hello yx, are you coming today?
yx: hello, i am in tw.
-.-

my throat is feeling so uncomfortable! :(

jx: don't you all think ruyi is acting so weird ever since O's had ended?
ry: :O

i went gaga over 'look-alike' a few days ago and i am not going to do so now :D what for? its alr over! YAY ITS OVER :D

i miss red camp la! i suppose cher,jx,lyn,jos,tom&hazi agrees with me too :D

days when i am feeling lazy (like today),
i do not reply texts nor talk to anyone uninteresting unless i am require to.
i rot like crazy either in front of the comp or watch tv.
i shout at people who annoys me.
i dont want to leave the house.
i would like to take the chance to enjoy the peaceful night alone.
hahaah my lazyness can struck me anytime anywhere :O

mnd i hope you will be understanding and continue to love me.
yes ! my brother is coming back next week! i can see and kick him in person! :D

small lil actions can determine how important the person weighs in your heart
just some random stuffs i can feel and i can see where i stand.
but dont worry there is time to mend the hole for i won't be remembering your bad.
just fill my heart with sweet surprises and inject me with your love

CLASS CHALET ON THE 26 27 28 NOV! :D
looking forward to mj sessions. haha i am an aunty who enjoys playing mj with her kakis ^^

as mentioned, this is a very random post!

Thats not my nime!

2008-11-23T18:34:00.006+08:00

(2008)

(2007)
HELLO JOSLYN MAK HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
yay welcome to the world of seventeeens! :D

we planned a surprise visit to her house after we guys meet up for dinner at swensens at changi airport. coooooooooooool! she was totally caught off the guard and she love the surprise! cause her blog explains it all! (click on it!) :D hehehee

and i wanna apologize that i was looking so shag and tired yesterday. cos i had trng in the morning and i am suffering from muscle aches all over my body now :( didnt mean affect your mood if i did. tsk.

anyway i love the surprise birthday visit to your house with those guys in the pic above! :D cause i get to see your happy face and gosh! our youngest girl girl in our clique finally turn seventeen!! :D and this year we get to celebrate with you cause erm, if my memory does not fail me, you always go on a holiday and celebrate your bday with disney characters, sushis, kimchis, shi lin... hahahahaha just made up those crap cos i cant rmb which country you went ! but i rmb hk! and why food names? cos i am only interested in food! :P

-nime
-peace clap :D

*because i have the time to do a proper bday post thats why joslyn's bday post is much longer :X

(this post was written on the 24th of nov)

2008-11-22T18:01:00.011+08:00

Prom photos!

the same kinda smile but with diff peeps.

okay i am feeling so lazye!
I slept from 1am + to 4pm+ today.
decided to give sp's event a miss cause we were toooo tired! haha.

RED CAMP 5 WAS FUN!!

Lynette,Cheryl,Joslyn,Jiaxin,Thomas and me was from APACHES, sub tribe 7!

yesterday was so crazy. my voice turns manly after those cheerings. its so cool cos everyone was so high! we were tittled as the drama mamam.
took photos with the SLs. upload agn on the next post!

i think i saw a fren of mine, but i wasn't sure. plus i think we bump into each other twice? i was still thinking " eh. this guy looks so familar! but but but i cannot rmb his name!" and i think that guy looks like he don't know me too.
Afterwards i rmb who he is! trying to find him but cannot see him anywhere o.o

cu!

(L) Yuan Yang!

2008-11-20T23:35:00.004+08:00

Both taken at hk cafe.

welll okay erm i think i have no time to upload those prom photos cause i haven't receive all the photos yet and so i have not college them together. hehe. well stay tune to part 2 of the previous post! :D

i hate to bathe in the morning!
i love to scream!
i love to eat!
i hate durian!
i love red!
i love to sleep!
i hate to wear a swim suit!
i love my legs!
i love my hair!
i hate people who sleeps on my bed when they never bathe!
i love to dream!
i love volleyball!
i hate naggings!
i love being lazy!
i love my friends!
i hate moodswings!
i love the sun!
i love and.volleyballers!
i hate to walk a long distance!
i love to sweat!
i love laughing!
i hate running!
i love memories!
i love being happy!
i hate being emo!

yay the list can go on...............

right now if i have nth to do online, i will visit the anderson portal! hahahaha just to kpo about what are the recent updates.

went to red camp 5 today and i think it was quite fun. I SAW AEEE AND I FREAK OUT OKAY.

well joseph n tim went to taiwan! haha hope they have a wonderful trip and jo will bring back many nice snacks for me ! *grins*

can't wait for class chalet nex week cause i wanna play mj!!!

i hate to speak to you know cause when i am trying to forget what had happened and even pretend nothing had taken place, you reminds me of my nightmare. so i shall avoid talking to you cause i don't want to upset myself and cry in public places whenever i am alone.. i don't even want to think about you if possible. in the same time you can keep your coolness to yourself.
its a big thing to me

SHALL NOT SUBMIT TO YOU ARGH

GRADUATION BALL, (C & SHOK)'S BIRTHDAY!

2008-11-19T16:16:00.015+08:00

Okay ONLY 8 days since O levels had ended. but it seem like many weeks had past la! been reaching home at 11/12 am! yes and prom was on monday and cheryl' bday was yesterday and shok's bday is TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

okay let me blog about prom night! (: gonna post up photos from my camera. haha laiyyinaa sent me those photos from her cam le :D

i got my shoez for prom night at 7pm. whereas i have to reach Marriot between 630-725pm. haa so i was quite lucky to find my shoes just in time huh. i like my temporary perm!!

hahaha so cool cos i had never tried perms before. heh i am going to perm my hair when it grew longer (: oh yeah and i saw meishan at far east! and so i keep ranting to pl that she is so pretty for several times. heee.

yea speaking of pl, THANKYOU GIRL!! she helped me with my make up and even accompanied me to walk around the whole of fareast to get my last min prom things. so sweeet of you la pl!! :D and i feel quite bad that i made her bf wait for quite some time too.

hahaha anyway xie xie and i love you!

eh i never forget about you(ong) ok! thankyou fatty ong! :D manage to get my dress at 9+pm from cq :P and thankyou joce's sis for lending me some of the make up-s and teaching me how them (: hahahhahaaa. i just screamed love! i think you heard me :P

eh i never forget that cheryl and co accompanied me to get my shoes at ps. thanks yea! :D but end up it was quite late and i didn't get my shoez. took some photos!! :D and i am still waiting for cheryl to send me :D

okay so........ graduation ball at Marriot. the food were okay. didn't eat much. but the mushroom soup was yummy! haha. took alot of photos.. still waiting for lyn to send me. her cam got 500+ photos leh! haha. vballers came ! took photos with them too! after prom went to cine, hk cafe to eat then cab home!

okay i took a photo that freaks ppl with c's camera. i hope you don't upload it C! ok!!

i slept at 6am cause i was so lazy to remove my make up. plus my hair was so nice! cant bear to wash it. haha. so i called C to wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY! and talk till 4++ then went to bathe and right after bathing i fell alseep in my bed. i have no hair dryer ( hint: christmas is comingeee :D) so i just sleep with my wet hair.

so it was cheryl's bday yesterday! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY yo!!!

look at my sexyae cheryl! :D

we went to sentosa!
omg damn crap can. my period came just when i am gg to go out! lucky i was still at home. haha. went to palawan beach. no sun la! yay good for me cos i was not intending to sun tan :P played volley, cheat, 5 player dai dee. they played poison ball but i was too lazy to run cos of my period :P so i sat down and watch them play at the side. hmm of cos i took this chance to take alot of unglam photos when they are playing. heh. all the photos is pc cam! :D cher and pc send me send me! :D
went to asian kitchen for dinner. omg the dan dan mian i like!! then we went up to the open area and omg the christmas tree at vivo was hugeeee!

k i know it does not look nice here.
bought a cake and gave C a surprise! sry have to give you belated present :/ and then some ppl left. we continue talking and cam whoring. think those pics in lyn's cam. haha. talked about ghostly stuffs. omg i think vivo is a good place to chill! (: ran for 'last train' -.- so ugly and unglam! okay so i reach yck at ard 12+ no more last bus so had to take a cab. damn noob la i tell you!!! i flag a premier cab which cannot pay by nets -.- so i had to wake my bro from his dreams to help me pay 1st. hahahaa. hmm not bad, i still have a good brother aferall.

okay photos taken on nov 18! (FROM MY CAM)

guys!

pc happily chasing jx.

happy meishan!

what is chicky pointing at?

okay upload more photos again when i get all the photos from c and pc.

okay so i directly went to sleep cos i was super tired and pooof i only rmb dreaming of a taxi -.- haha decided to give red camp a miss cause i was feeling quite uneasy cos of my period. tsk. so i slept till 3pm! OMG SHIOK LEH I TELL YOU!! for the whole 8 days after O's, i have been waking up before 12pm! plus i am not those nocturnal type so i cant stand the tireness as i slept for a total of 9hrs on sun and mon so i continue to sleep like no body biz lo :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOO SHOK CHEN! LOVE YOU MANY MANY :D

(me)
YES SHOK IT'S YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OKAY THIS IS A SUPER LONG POST!
gonna upload more photos when i am free ok!

after going out for so many days, i haven't got the time to relax and watch my favo shows, switch on my television, use the comp and erm... eat home cooked food!
SO YEA TODAY I AM GG TO DO ALL THIS! and i tell you i am so going to stay at home for 3 days next week.

yay and today i get to see my parents and they get to see ME too!! :D

when i am really wear out and the situation does not allow me to sleep and dream, my brain and heart starts to wander to a lonelier side which makes me feel emotional. That explains why i didn't want to go home. I dread going home now but i miss home.. the feeling of home. okay i know you don't understand what i am talking! its okay you don't need to!

bye! off to watch ten brothers!

CHOO CHOO 'S BIRTHDAY!

2008-11-18T18:49:00.002+08:00

hmm let me blog about cheryl's birthday. we went to sentosa! yup. as you all know... i am a lazy girl. so i copied all the html photos from pc's blog :X i had sought for permission before hand of cos :D
tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Ticket to Sentosa!

Tom Joslyn Meishan Xiaoqian

On the way to Siloso Beach

The girls!
(excluding pc, cos she is the camera woman for this pic)

Twist* Jiaxin & Joslyn

Makmak, on the way to Palawan Beach

(Part of Siloso Beach was under constuction)

Joslyn trying to interupt :/

Shok and her EC :P

Where did the ball go?

Dai Dee time!

Whose gonna be the next
God King Human Fart or Shit? :/

Time for a rest.

Our bags :D

Its Poison Ball time!

ooo. Did Jiaxin fell down?

Cheryl and Joslyn discussing their plot...

Xiaoqian ; dancing?

Look into the cam!

Peichee!

The others :D

Did it hit Jiaxin?

Get ready!

Adam ; unbalance?

Break time ~

finally a pic of me! cos i was taking those poison ball games photos :D

yea me, camera woman as i dont want to play with the sand.

Introducing the Sand Battle? :D haha.

Getting started.

Cheryl kenna :/

Looking out ooo.

Pc happily chasing Jiaxin, LOL

I TAKE ONE OK! :D

it says, happy bday choo bee hoon! :P

Jump shot failed ):

Again ):

Digging?

we have a secret! shsssss :P

Goal!!!!!

baby of each other.

Group Picture :D:D

(this post was published on the 24th of nov. )

2008-11-15T12:00:00.003+08:00

my nails and kuku's. my nail art are better then hers RIGHT! :D

I really feel like banging the wall and kicking the pillow when my grandma refused to go for the eye check appointment. argh it is driving me crazy at that time.. worried too much that i almost couldn't control my temper. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

but i still manage to talk her into going for the eye check. tsk this made me realise that my grandma is really aging and i should accompany her more before i lose her. okay choy touchwood.

still waiting for the photos from cheryl ah choo!

okay i thought that O level had ended for very long alr till i saw the calender.

11/11 last paper...

today's date is 15/11 -.-

been going out consecatively everyday la! now i need a job badly!

AS FREE AS A BIRD

2008-11-12T20:02:00.007+08:00

fatty love me the most! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

After POA mcq paper, we went to pizza hut. kinda relaxed since it was the last two O lvl paper.

HURRAY! -scream out loud-

what i did yesterday.

Mahjong at shok's hse yesterday. Then slacked like hell.. watch ten brothers on tv, played UNO, poker cards and erm sticks? hahaaa then off we went to snack at bliss restaurant.

Punggol Park!

now i have all the time in the world to waste.

only new tags will be replied. too lazy to reply overdue tags :P
jx i updated alr!
pakleng, chuyi is the phs vballer. rmb ?

Met up with kuku today and went to do manicure with her frens too. oh ya the person the person who did my nails for me was meticulous, i like(: Went to eat sakae after that. Kuku was asked to pay for adult buffet price cause she forgot to bring her ezlink card out nor ID. haha but we managed to persuade the manager that kuku is a YOUTH and so she paid the youth price. Happily enjoying the food and had our fill! whoooooo. no sushi for one month. Now i feel like puking all those that i eat earlier on. I don't like buffet(except sushi buffet) cause its a waste of money for me.

There is a lack of communication between us since a long time ago. I no longer knows how to speak to you ever since that very day. Although it may seem like everything is alright now but i still can sense that something is still not right. Is it cause i am too stubborn to apologise and take the first step to make things right? Or there is a barrier in between us which i never realise? Soon i will forget but my memory will take me back to the day whenever i reminisce. Tsk now my wish might not come true.

okay although i have all the time in the world now, i am very lazy to continue typing. just wanna sit back and watch my dramas :D

~~I am a happy youth~~

2008-11-05T22:12:00.004+08:00

i am looking forward to seeing them(plus coach) on SUNDAY!
so excited cos i get to see them and exercise in the same time. HAHAHAHAHA :D

its like holiday for me now! left with mcq papers.. and i am looking for prom thingys alr. hahahaaaa.

i dont feel like updating alr. just update cos i want to show everyone the photo! no girls was missing in that pic and i like i like i like!

gonna print all my photos! saw this photo print shop near jubilee, 15cents for a 4R pic i think.

sakae with kuku this fri!

byebye!

O LEVEL PERIOD

2008-10-24T18:57:00.011+08:00

left with 9 O' lvl papers!

well.... haven't been feeling good after doing those papers..

my A for Amath might just fly away and never come back.. stupid p1 made me lose 30m! hope moderarion won't be too high lah!xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx okay enough of ranting. next week will be a hectic one. i hate to memorise chunk of notes. call me lazy i dont care!

*imagining the worst senario...

I REALLY WANT TO EAT DOU HUA LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

oh and sry if i dint reply the tag.. its either i tag back at your tagboard alr, or i never reply you cos you dont have a tagboard in your blog. haha no time to reply! :P

Stop procastinating can! - pull hairs-

Some-thing is wrong but i can't describe what. That moment seemed so happy yet the feeling of happiness died off soon before i realise.

Blank

2008-10-10T23:15:00.004+08:00

HEY YOU'RE SO CUTE!

misssssss my maltese.

O LEVEL IS COMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG AND I AM ADDICTED TO MING ZHONG ZHU DING WO AI NI!

Why? Cause everything happens for a reason.

2008-10-03T20:38:00.007+08:00

:O -say hi to this mouldy blog of mine-

I am just too lazy..... yeah this bad habit develops overtime.. ever since sec2? when that very day, i decided not to study for small tests, thinking its probably wasting my time. I used to feel so guitly for not studying for exams/class test. So i will just flip through my textbooks or revelant stuffs, so i won't fail so badly the next day. Last min, way too last min. But not now anymore.. i don't even bother to flip through. Ha so i guess i deserve all these that is coming onto me. tsk. But i am not gonna do last min mugging for O's la!

Somethings just don't go as smooth as you want them to be.
i will just shut up and let nature takes it course.

ha ha ha i am not gonna rant my unhappiness here. I think..... i lost the drive of thinking deeply into things. I practically forget some things which i am suppose to remember!! I need a walking memo book!

i hope it will be better this way,
perhaps i expect more from the family of mine.

RJ RJ RJ RJ !
:P
not gonna show who he is hehe.

i am just thinking too much into the picture.

Soon.... Very soon.
From grey - rainbow.

those laughters i will miss.

HAPPPY...

2008-09-10T22:43:00.004+08:00

hi! i am 17yrs old now!
enjoyed my 1st day being a 17years old girl(:

Thank you all for the birthday wishes by msg/frenster/tagboard/verbally ! (you noe who you are:P ) <3>
And also thanks for all the prezie! Appreciate it alot!^^ thank you guys for making my day so enjoyable! love! <3>

to andvballers: thanks for the early celebration on sat with the super yummy cakey! and the bigggg card and hk mouse! ^^

to cheryl&co. : thank youuuuuuuuu for the mango gift voucher! (:

sarah your study pack certainly make me miss the days when you are sitting beside me! even though its not for very long but stil, HAHAHA LOVE SHARING FOOOD WITH YOU AND LYN :D

adeline you card is so sweet! your sweets is even sweeeter!

2fatties, really appreciate what you all did today (: the treat was nice and i SUPER DUPER LOVE THE NEOS(:

so tmr dinner with cheryl and co. and monday movie with martin and co. (:

RACHAEL IS SO SWEEEEEEET! missss her(:

hi 45kg, thanks for calling(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON TEO!

2008-09-09T23:10:00.004+08:00

I AM SPENDING MY LAST 50MINS ON SURVEYS BEFORE I AM 17YEARS OLD! HAHAHHAA. I am just going to sit in front of my comp and qiao jiao till the clock strikes 12am!

What Your Red Umbrella Says About You

When faced with adversity, you respond aggressively. A part of you enjoys being challenged.

You don't back down easily. You have the confidence and character to lead.

You are outrageously brazen with you ideas, opinions, and statements.

You'll say what you think, and no one will silence you!

On a rainy day: you should continue your plan to rule the world... while everyone stays home and naps

The Umbrella Test

You Are 34% Scary

You scare men off occasionally, but only very weak men.

You're a normal woman. You're not perfect, but you're pretty darn close.

Do You Scare Off Men?

If You Were Slightly Different, Your Name Would Be:

Ruth

What Would Your Name Be If You Were Slightly Different?

You Are 68% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.

Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

How Happy Are You?

What Your Peanut Butter And Jelly Sandwich Means

Your eating style is gluttonous. If you like something, you're going back for seconds... no matter how full you are!

You have an average sweet tooth. While you enjoy desserts, they aren't exactly your downfall.

Your taste in food tends to be pretty flexible. You may crave sushi one night, and your favorite childhood recipe the next.

Admit it, you're a little trashy and low class at times. You're definitely more comfortable at a tattoo parlor than the theater.

You are a tough person who isn't afraid to live life fully. There isn't a lot that scares you.

You are laid back and extremely easygoing. You never make a fuss, and you try to enjoy every moment.

What Does Your Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich Say About You?

What Your Bed Says About You

Outward appearances are very important to you. You do your best to look good and have an attractive home.

You are an organized and disciplined person. You do the right thing because you want to, not because people expect you to.

You are not very high maintenance in general, but you are high maintenance about a few things.

In relationships, you tend to kick back and let the other person be in charge.

You tend to be a dreamy, head in the clouds type of person. You think in terms of possibilities.

You are a bit of a homebody, but you can also make yourself at home anywhere.

What Does Your Bed Say About You?

What Your Fridge Says About You

You like to be surrounded by things you love. You aren't exactly greedy, but you can be materialistic at times.

You are a very thrifty person. You don't like to waste money... or food.

You don't tend to be a very adventurous person, but you do surprise everyone now and then. You have a bit of a wild side.

You are responsible, together, and mature. You act like an adult, even when you don't feel like it.

You are likely to be married - and very busy.

What Do the Contents of Your Refrigerator Say About You?

tonight, i hope my wish will come true. (12am)

tags replies!!

joslyn ah mak : lol my blog song of cos cool cause is i choose one mah! hehe

Aiai: hello rare visitor! hehe. yeah i did and the surprise was surprising enough to
surprise me (:

LYNETTE SEET! : i reply your tag ok! hehe yeah i miss your water bottle and water! but today i want to drink water you never bring =[

jx: hahahha you dont say me okay. you fatter then me!!! aha so if ppl call me bui bui chubby fatty den makes you super bui bui chubbie fat ass! :P

ksc: LOLZ YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN I AM LOVING YOU! cos i don't tell you so you dont noe! hahaha ANW THE YUE BING IS NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE LAH! ^^

ANDVBALLERS IS <333333

2008-09-07T00:11:00.005+08:00

My best friend forever!

and pakleng i think you went out to get the cake done, so we din get any photos=[ miss you toooo! <3>

Lastly, I LOVE ANDVBALLLLLLLLLLERS 3guys and 8girls plus 1 coach zp! ^^

yea i am really missing volleyball days!

UPDATE AGAIN SOON!

good night to all the males and females in the world.

ruyi is very happy today!=]

2008-09-05T15:01:00.001+08:00

I can't distingush between dreams and real facts now? no.. i am clearly awake. tsk. Looking at myself in the mirror, brushing my teeth blurly. I start to think of what did i dream just now, what did he/she said to me few days ago or rather weeks ago. then next, i wonder if he/she had ever said that to me in real person or was it in the dream? ?.?

Issit cause i have been sleeping too much and doing nothing except a few wksheets of maths,computering,tv-ing,and also household chores.(its a big thing for me) Other then that i think most of the time i am in other world...? I get so high at midnight! :/ crazy enough?

HELLO O LEVELS 50+DAYS! or rather less than that. I don't know what i am doinggggg. Fun just filled my mind. Have no sense of urgency and i don't feel like studying.
Who else is in the same boat as me? i doubt so. everyone is studying so hard now! HELLO ITS ONLY 1.5 MONTHS LEFT!~
I am just blocking my ears and blinding my heart from your talks and effort. Nothing just seems to go in. :@ (angry face)

If you use your heart to listen rather then your ears, you can achieve your goal, you can write off bad debts (ppl-ppl), you can have your determination&concentration, you can even create a miracle!

btw, i have been finding this song Que Sera, Sera. Lyn, you rmb me asking you about this song? ^^ i forget the song tittle lah! i even asked my maid(now i am missing her) what title issit and i tried to search imeem but cant find ={ hahha all thanks to ty! i totally scream like hell when he sent me the link! yay finally found the song! =]

Que Sera, Sera
By:Jheena Lodwick

When I was just a little girl, I asked my mother, What will I be?
Will I be pretty? Will I be rich? Here's what she said to me:

Que Sera Sera, what ever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see
Que Sera Sera, what will be, will be

When I grew up and fell in love, I asked my sweetheart, what lies ahead?
Will we have rainbows day after day? Here's what my sweetheart said:

Que Sera Sera, what ever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see
Que Sera Sera, what will be, will be

Now I have children of my own they ask their mother what will I be
Will I be handsome? Will I be rich? I tell them tenderly:

Que Sera Sera, what ever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see
Que Sera Sera, what will be, will be.

Its friday today. Reflection time!

TAG REPLIES:
ty: lol i don't know what those no. meant! so diff! give easier one leh!!
yiqian: stupid kuku so thin eat more lah.
jx: hahaha tmr you will jian dao me le! HAHAHAHA i no need use squeeze one lo! i am not tat FAT okay :P you cannot wear ah?
Cheryl: LOL reply good night lah! i said good night ok! haha PLS LET CHERYL CHOO CAUGHT IN THE RAIN^^ :P

All things bright and beautiful....

2008-09-03T23:20:00.009+08:00

(i suddenly remember this song i used to sing)

RAINBOW MAKI!

WONDERFUL DAY I LOVE RAINY DAYS. Rainy day + Nice food = Loved!

hahahhahahahaa well i am kinda sick of eating outside food. It has been 4 days since my maid had left and i miss eating home-cooked foood.

I'm sry mom, i tends to be easily irritated in the mornings.

So out with that kuku again. Usual place, semb mac. Woke up late =O slept for 12 hrs^^ and had weird weird dream again!! Kinda dreamt of one thing that reflected my thought on recent stuffs. Everyone in my dream can't hear and see me! but only jocelyn can hear me cause i was calling her through the phone.. i even asked her sth like, why is everyone ignoring me! but then the line just cut off out of a sudden and leds to another dream. Adam chua wore a suit and appeared in my room together with pakleng and her friend(cant rmb what they are doing).. So no link!! i even praise that guy that he have a prospect future and he looks good in suit. Omg see i told you, my dreams are VERY WEIRD!! abcdefghijkl..

After studying for 2 hours, we were tempted to eat Sakae! so we decided to give ourselves a break :P So we went to sakae and order super lot of foooooooooood!

So impulsive! yea but we manage to finish 21plates only. The mochi icecream damn nice!! feel like earing ice cream now. lolz.

HATE THIS!!! i will puke if i ever eat this again.

SAVE-ME-I-CANT-EAT-ANYMORE FACE. (she can eat 3 servings of chawanmushi)

Look at my round face, more calories gain today.

Okay after eating back to studying again and my phone batt died on me =[

Ready set go! no Sushi for 1 month. I am scare of it alr. i actually ate 1 plate of Salmon sushi -.- So not me! i usually eat 3 or 4 plates!

Rain Rain come again tomorrow! I'll be waiting=]

TAG REPLIES!
Ty: stupid ty give so lame one of cause cant guess what issit lah! obi quack cannot absorb quack quack=P
JX: jx of cos i can wear the sec 1 teeee i am not as fat as u okie! :P hehe even cheryl also say u =P hehe
Cheryl: you dint reply my msg last night you broke my heartz too next time dont msg you alr!
Mak: si joslyn! i went lor! i dint see you can! HOW CAN U BREAK MY HEART you broke our promise =[ i hate you!!
Joce: =O really??? haha i cant remember! the "when u're gone" caught my attention, so became my favo song for now :P Cook me home-cooked foooood! and bun your hair, draw moustache wear guys clothes cook for me!^^

Smile. The perfect gift one can give.

What? =O

2008-09-02T18:22:00.007+08:00

Happy birthday Pamelas'! (081208 & 081508)

got the photos from yx already(:

I just rot in front of my computer today and i cook my own maggiemee for lunch. Opening and closing the windows for many times (Rain&Shine). I don't even bother to read when the book is just lying infront of me. Currently wearing my Sec One class tee. No surprise that i can still fit into it^^ i grew vertically since 2004 till 172cm, and a lil horizontally to 70kg =[ how fat:'( I can hear the sound of airplanes and i wonder to lala land.

Raining so heavily outside, i hate cause going out is troublesome. I like cause i feel good :)

45kg: i am 1.76m
70kg: O.O i am only 1.72m

Promises are indeed, made to be broken.
=O i should refrain from making empty promises.

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

ihmf tmtafap pgmmw wimpolg

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL THE TEACHERS IN ANDE!^^

2008-09-01T21:03:00.009+08:00

i have so many things to update! hope my memory won't fail me!

firstly, after rotting at home for like 1 and half day, i finally took a bus ride out and chill!(yesterday night) yeahhhhhhhhhh like so happy! cause saturday's plan was cancelled =[ well i din't sing any song cause.. i don't know, i am not used to singing openly. hahahahhaaaaaaa. well cher, WE FORGET TO TAKE PHOTO LAH AIYOYO!

haha okay i dint really sleep well yesterday.. slept at 1 plus on the sofa in my rooooomie without aircon and with the windows open. hahaha my nose was blocked. hmmmmmmm but i slept soundly till 4am! i woke and cough like hell and keep tossing and turning. but soon after i dreamt of things that i don't remember now. haha.

Alarm clock rang at 9am!

yea so i woke and time to bathe the two cuties.

then out to study with stupid kuku! Meeting her agn this wed and thurs!

hahahahahahha this kuku owes library loan. then she thought that she can't borrow any book cause she haven't pay the loan. hahahah until i showed her how she can borrow the book she wants, she give me a chey -.- face!

some irritating encounter at macs. this group of girls was like repeating the word "wing" i think they wanted to buy mac wings. then this girl was like, "wing wing wing wing...." SO IRRITATING! and their " wing" disrupted my chain of thoughts! hahahahaa. try repeating the word wing and you get what i mean.

dinner out with family after that then hsh!

took the dogggs out for a walk and hmmmmmmmmm 1 word, house work is super irritating!! Its not up to me to complain..

My future husband must do all the washing and cooking! while i only sweeep and mop the floor hehe. then i watch tv and grow fat! ^^

Sometimes what you are experiencing and feeling, people around you might also be going through the same thing. I am really tired of facing and solving. i shall be selfish for now.

chest tight. time to see a doc? (no!)

the stars are shining!

2008-08-30T20:17:00.006+08:00

Nowadays i can't wake up early, either can i sleep early. I manage to drag myself out of the bed but i still idle around in the house. I just can't study!

Tmr my maid is leaving for home! 2 weeeeks without maid, it is impossible to imagine the amount of mess left untided. oh my god.

well i stayed home today. hahah cough like hell but my cough is getting better.. all thanks to ah ma's specially made, bitter leave drink and some black black herbal tea ^^ then headache came! :[ whatever the hell. i just feel like lazing around.

The most interesting thing that i do today was....... bathing my doggy in my mom's bathroom! :X speaking of him, one year had past since he came into this worldddddd yo! So happy to have him and happy!^^ although i no nuts about taking care of them, but i love them they love me, so i doubt this coming 2 weeks won't be a big problem.. bathing them will be extremly fun cause they hate water so they will struggle when my maid is bathing them. laugh my ass off, maybe i should take a vid if i am freeeeee. hahaha.

miss trngs miss everyone!

oh the tv just advestise on Rocher beancurd! omg feel like eating so tempted!^^ hahahaaa my favo fooooooood is dou huey! i like to patronise the selegie outlet at jalan kayu cause its near my house. but i dont like the service there :O

oh yea. Japan trip falls on the 16nov while prom night falls on the 17nov. what crap rightttttttttttt. of cause shld go prom night lah!=]

well.. next monday meeting kuku to study. hope my day will be productive!:X

I FEEL LIKE DOING SOMETHING SOMETHING SOMETHING VERY BAD.. VERY BAD..

What is yours will be yours.

2008-08-29T19:53:00.007+08:00

Fate decides it all. whatever that is meant to be yours, will come back eventually even if you lose them.

I AM FEELING SO TERRIBLE NOWEEEEEEEEEEE!

firstly, my cough got worst since yesterday... and i even tot i had a slight fever this morning! haha crap lah. then actually wanted to cont'd sleeping but in the end still drag myself to sch.

then secondly, i just went for my dental appt today so i have to eat soft foooooooood! =[

grandmama just made me drink the herbal tea that she made.

and i fed on strepsils.

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

cough pls leave pls!

i never have a thing for preparing special stuffs. ha ha ha.

met up with ong yester at ard 4 plus lah! hiiyo i am so blur! iwas taking a short nap and keep waking up and reply her msg then when she reached amk i was still sleeeeeeeeping! till she called, then i rush down.

There are really so many types of people in this world.

guess what cheryl choo just told me that she was about to click on my name in msn to talk to me, then her comp hang. Next moment, i talked to her. hahahaa cute.
And i am going to drink tons of water tonight !

btw, my Amath paper is under expectation. HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW CANNNNNNNNNNNNN !YOUUUUUUUUUU TELLLLLLLLLL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! =[ nvm work harder for p2!

I did not build a wall between us. but i feel a wall...

i saw this floral garden kimono! damn chio i like!

RAINY DAYS ARE COOL

2008-08-26T12:41:00.001+08:00

okay these pictures are abit late, but late is better then never come right? sum up of (jx&lyn)'s bday and airport pictures.

i am stil in that lil world of mine huh. please please find back your motivation,concentration,determination!

shall refrain from talking about how i did for my papers, cause i think that it is of no used broading over the same matter. well i know i will have some shyte results for prelims. hiiya expected.

yea not going to retake chi. i think i really gotta put more effort in poa! i am lagging in that subject already. and i was so fed up while doing Amath yesterday! hmpf, out of 9 qns, i didn't attempt 6-7 qns. how cute.

yesterday night i really couldn't get to sleep! i was thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking =[ till i fell asleep. plus i received alot of messages that din't woke me up, but rather i wake up and reply in a half-awake situation.
i was waiting for you! O.O

yea i hope i wont regret every decision that i make. i really find that i can't confide or rather communicate properly to you. well i shall see how things go.

my chest feel tight! that feeling is very very very uncomfortable.
so hello! did i play too much?
i am just going to force myself no matter what!

i found this postcard on my table, it was taken from something appetite i think. can't remember :P but i was quite cute and it sorta motivated me for A while

i don't care i want chilling session soon!!

Friends have common bonds. it is that link that brought us together, of cause fate do play a part ^^

yea missed pl and ong!

Chilling session

2008-08-24T13:36:00.001+08:00

cheryl ah choo came to my house yesterday.. xq didn't come. well any one wants a new creative white ear piece? interested ones can tell me!

i love late night chats, extremely much! hahaa but now got prelims cannot always stay up late =[ nvm will have more of this time after O's hehe. anyway i am going for the sports exchange school trip to jap. looking forward excitingly! =D however..... the flight is on prom night. which is like, quite sian to leave half way for prom to the airport =[ but its not confirm yet..

i think it is going to rain soon?

i am wondering if anyone is thinking the same way as i am.. or rather have the same feel as i am. when guys give you gifts on special days, does it mean that he have other ulterior motives to convey some message across?
to make things less awkward i think (pls pronouce the th) it is necessary to avoid unwanted such situation when you know that the girl might not like it.
hmmmmmmhummmmmm. interesting.

:@ (angry face)
i can't update photos!

ss and phy on monday and i am slow in revising =[

PLEASE SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I NEED A BREAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK =[

my post is so wordy with no pictures i don't like =@@@@@@

Dreams are weird

2008-08-23T14:15:00.001+08:00

blabbers

i dreamt of 2 cute furry doggys! hahahaaha super cute lah i tell you! plus i dreamt of a sch with swimming facilities and greenery trees and i think i dreamt of the same place agn. i even told my bro that in my dreams! i even dreamt of sports wind breaker being arranged in a row! brandless ones. haha guess it reflects the shopping with cheryl and co. done these 3 days.

sometime.... dreams just reflect the other side of what you are thinking in life. sometime it makes sense sometime it don't. yeah sometime you woke up saying "wth did i just dream!" ha sometime you woke up saying "oh great i am so happy!" sometime you even woke up shockingly! blah i had experience tat for twice this year! many ghostly dreams too. it is so unlike last year!

i wanted to upload pictures but the web had some problems i think... can't seem to upload.

had english oral yesterday and i think i can pass. don't want to have high hopes cause i won't know my eng oral marks anyway.

went shopping agn since like...... wed thurs and fri! consecatively looking at the same things. anyway thanks cheryl ah choo and fren! =]

fine......... i seem to have lost the momentum to study and mug hard! i have 7 subjects and i took 2 subjects already but yet to clear any! hiiya kinda depressing huh. tsk tsk.

its the prelim period and 50++ days to O's!

"you should relax, don't be too hard on yourself. go shopping and play your time away." ruyi said excitingly.
"no! you shld mug like hell now. you don't have a choice as you don't much time" conscience speaking.

i am just feeling kinda bored.

i know certain things won't help in any way but is a way to destroy yourself slowly( or maybe not so serious)... but it is the joy that i am seeking for? ha perhaps it is a way of deluding.. somehow what may it be. i just think it is perfectly fine with me.

it is raining cats and dogs.

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well but you make this hard on me

2008-08-13T20:17:00.000+08:00

TAKEN BY ME! =]

i decided to stay home today.
then i started sneezing...
i tot someone misses me!
but it was not anyone,
but flu, after sneezing consecatively!
hmpf!

then i do my work eat eat fell asleep for 30mins,
then do work eat sleep.
ha what a day filled with cold.

i slept quite early yesterday..
then suddenly i woke up in the middle of night then i just tell myself,
gotta re-take ch O's. i really need the A!

poooof, had a stupid dream which maybe, reflects my opinion on you?

miss pl and ong!
my slippers are ready for collection! =]

next thurs - prelims
next fri - Olvl oral

kaoz
so many negative thoughts actually blinded myself from finding light somewhere. i even forget to believe in myself!
ty ong =]
sometimes wise words can just make a breakthrough in something.
ha ha ha

shall just stop deluding myself and start to mug!

kinda miss eileena!
hahahahah
after i receive the photos from lyn then my blog will be flooded with pics and pics and pics!

2008-08-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

我在一个咖啡店
透过玻璃窗往外望
你的人影无所不在
无心无魂的想你
为什么人总要等到失去才珍惜
我来不及想告诉你
要永远不分离

2008-08-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

a lil update on what i do today =]
ong chou chou forget that its a public holiday and scc not open today! ha. so i have to meet her earlier then the usual meeting time..... skip skip skip.
reach marina food court at bout 2 plus then did some work wait for time to past, den ndp start. ha our sitting place there was good! get to see the air planes fireworks etc very clearly. blah my camera batt was dying on me =[ but good thing i got my phone lah.

SEE i told u our sitting place was able to catch a very good view! haha. this photo originate from my phone, 2mpix only. haha. feel so satisfy =] im so good to share this photo with everyone hehe. okayee my camera still charging now wont be able to upload more photos.. more photos in yx's cam. waiting for her to send me hehe.

then waited for the guys to come and cut cakey... skip skip..
got sm and jh this slippers, which is also our team slippers ! hahahahha.
happy bday in advance, sm and jh =] loveeeeeeeeeee!

looking forward to seeing everyone agn! hehehehehhehe

from pl!

mine =]

joce =]

our 2004 cup =]

lastly,

bye!

2008-07-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

i always feel good and happy when i put a smile on someone's face =]
don't you think so too ?
(i hope to draw one cute big smiley for momo)

so much had happened over many weeks or even months!
just wanting to say, i am going to do whatever that makes me feel comfortable. and change those bad habits plus i feel better that way.

i am going to be good friends with focus and time ^^

miss the andvball/04 batch many many many!
haha i saw sohmin thrice (i think) at yck ! so happy to see her! =]
CHAR WHERE ARE YOU WHY NEVER SEE U !
plus weeks ago, i saw ah dan too! hehehehehe.
okay lah really miss avb trngs and stuffs!

school library closes at 8pm every week day!
yes let focus be with me!

btw its 30th july and its jiaxin's bday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =]
hope you enjoyed your 17th !

on the way home jos shared some childhood pics with me! totally one cute lil girl! then i joked " i think you supposed to be a boy but dunno what happen you become a girl! :X "

i don't see what's wrong when i see it, while you don't.
what i think of and you don't.
i had seen enough of you.
this is the 1st time i had sucha strong feeling towards a person.

some pervert mindset i can't stand and i can't agree!
omg i totally wanted to scream when i saw the scenario in moblie tv.

meet my new hello kitty highlighter ^^

lover and lover's mei!

oh there is a change in the seating arrangement! Sarah's my new sitting partner! beside her is LYNETTE LG! ha ha ha still very near me =]

HA i think my appetite getting smaller!

i really cannot live w/o happy and baby!

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD NIGHT!
( i always wish that i have a sister...)

2008-07-26T13:28:00.000+08:00

I SERIOUSLY CANNOT FOCUS !

ahhhhhhhhhhh ha ha ha
-blames self-

i am staying at home today and im suppose to wake up early and start dating with my books! but in the end i woke up at 11 plus! then i dilly dally till 1pm then i start reading some stuffs. hmmmmmmmm. then few mins later i start playing with my hair -.-

great now i can't focus, studying at home is so-not-a-good-idea. BUT i have to ! i have to... be able to focus at home! cos travelling here and there will make me waste too much time. moreover momo been pulling a long face whenever i reach home late.

i love milo! after drinking, i immediately went to the toilet and.... hahahaaaaa.

okay i had a list of things to do today and i'm going to accomplish it!

27 more days to prelims!
-screams-

lover =]

2008-07-21T18:58:00.000+08:00

no racial harmony celebrations no games no traditional food fewer ppl wore enthic clothings. but our whole class did! =] except for 2.

so no mood one!
monday bluessssss

tian zhong dai ku. ku zhong dai xiao.

hahahhaa i just wanna type and kill time here.
tmr's e-learning day. so no sch!

clarke quey later! BYE

2008-07-12T21:57:00.000+08:00

shake head. just face it. you know what you want, so stop questioning !

2008-07-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

gosh look at the time! i seriously couldn't get to sleep! the same old thing bothering me again! [sp/np/jc?] likewise, it is really hard to make the decision! i couldn't make up my mind cause there are simply too many things to think of! (i hate to think but i got no choice) ha just contradicting myself too. well i am going to leave everything to tmr morning when i wake up! cause i am really too tired to crack my brains now! so good night world!

whatever it is, it is not gonna affect me. my sky is blue! =]

2008-07-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

re-edited!

now i think long bus rides are a nuisance! so i should take 72 to yck home everyday =]

'wo shi duo yu de'
to whoever who said that you can go die. wo ye bu xi huan ni.

*shoo*

2008-07-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

i craved for mac griddles this morning but pakleng failed to wake up =[ in the end we reach at 1116am, no more breakfast! =( in the end i bought happy meal cos i was feeling so disappointed that i can't eat mac griddles =( i got a hello kitty toy!

then we stayed on to do work and study......
camwar cos very sian too!

that sunday went to watch guys match then went to library =]

stupid pakleng because of u my wallpaper is you because of you i didn't dream of you. hahahahahhahahahahha btw i had a super-no-link dream today :P

manage to do 1 compre =] then went town to meet ong! mango sales is on but got nth. lolssssss eh then walk walk walk walk walk saw some ande. okay here comes the most exciting part!
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we walk to cine to take neoprints! YAY DUNNO HOW MANY AGESSSSSSS didnt take le!
then went home slacked then watched the vball show! omg i sit downt there laugh and laugh and laugh lah!

okay i cannot be too obsess in playing gb! nvm maybe once a week to kill some brain cells =)

i've been quite relaxed for 3 days ! so tmr back to sch mug ^^

thurs got appt!

i gotta go sleeeeeeeeeeeep now!
BYEBYE

2008-07-06T01:09:00.000+08:00

this girl woke me up early in the moring 9am -.-
then we meet ard 4

then i went tuition.

the so called "game" which thomas calls it.

i am playing 'game' -.-

go read lyn blog! i never forget u ok! u must 'qu' me! =]

me and lyn!

ha ha ha ha i am here to spam photos agn!

aiyo i am tired so shall edit the post tmr if i am free again =]

going to watch guys match at phs
then go collect my phone
then go study
then home sweet home

okay then then then then i am gg to sleep now
byebye!

2008-07-05T10:15:00.000+08:00

school, dental appt, cost way pt, ijc, joce hse the home sweet home.

photograper : jocelyn ong! so dont have her pic here. her hand didnt shake! haha
bought this SUPER CUTE cow pen for her and pakleng bought her coco cake!
we were looking at the year book then........ we saw this!

last sat photos!
pakleng was so scare of my dogs, so no photos of her and doggyz!

Gradution ball on the nov 17!

2008-07-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

i freakinggggggggg grew taller by 2 c m !
come to think of it, i was only around 165-166 when i was in s e c o n d a r y 1!
cause i still rmb sharon and i have the same height! plus our birthdays are on the same date!
and and she's my vball senior! so fated!

but today i think i am so not fated with my vball keychain that sm they all bought for us during the jap trip. @#@#@#@#@#@#@#@#@# i lost it yesterday but manage to find it back. then i lost it today! i think it dropped in the bus! =( when i reached home then i find out lo! hia ya so not fated. some more the keychain i use for likeeeee, few days only lor! =( shldn't have use it in the 1st place! tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

bye!

2008-07-02T18:39:00.000+08:00

yesterday night was this indian guy talking rubbish to me in my dreams.
this morning, this very very young girl jumped down the sea in my dreams.
more to come ?
i have been having weird and unexplainable dreams.

this afternoon i take a nap and my alarm keep ringing, but i didn't want to wake up laaaaaaaa. the moment my alarm rings, i wake up and turned it off and goes back to sleep again. i don't know why, but my brain just keep telling me to wake up cause i am going to take my english oral. but on the other hand, my eyes just continue to shut and i just cuddle onto my pillow. that is not the worst.. the last alarm tone rang, and i was still half asleep.. then this thought came to my mind, "you are going to do badly for O's"

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eating dark chocolater can make me happy!
sleep more, burn more calories!
drink more water go toilet more!
eat more veggie healthy!
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